Get busy living or get busy dying

It's been long time, I haven't written anything for this blog. I thought about writing many times. However, I was busy running rat race in same old copy job.

There were times when I was having so much fun that I literally had no time. I miss those friends and those special moments, I miss singing songs loudly with them. I miss traveling 6km each day just for a cup of coffee. I miss watching late night TV. I miss playing computer games the whole night. I miss watching 30 movies a week. I miss roaming in rains. I miss pushing flat tire bike at 12am on jungle road that has not a single street light. I miss making fake telephone calls to my friends. Those were the happiest days of my life. They made my life a real heaven. Even after I started my job everyday was like a week-end, though I was working a lot. I really miss those days …………..

Now, I started to forget birthdates and anniversaries of friends and family. I forget them to say hello for days, months and years. I don’t know “Am I on the right track” Or “was it worth it”

Looking back I see myself as different person. A person who is running so fast that he sometimes forgets to breath or even smile. I don’t know whether I am getting busy living or I am getting busy dying. I started to follow just one rule –

“Get busy living or get busy dying”
                                              - Stephen King

I don’t know whether living is about finding an answer to same old question – If today were last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today? Or is about taking your life the way it takes you. Certainly, I will choose the former one because may be answer to the question is way back to my old life. Thus, I will keep trying until my success defines the rule for me.